MajestyJo
06-14-2015, 07:36 PM
The last 10 days have been difficult, and made even more so by not being able to post and be on line.
It was hard to accept the words, "You are not stable," especially when they didn't seem to do much to stable my heart. I knew I had a heart murmurer, but it has been shouting and trying to get my attention. The heart beat if fast and yet my pulse is low. I have been calling myself the walking dead when my pulse has been reading between 43-50 most days. My blood pressure was normal, but it has been getting high and I think it is a result of my frustration and resentment. So I need to pray to let that go, accept what is each day and pray and ask for the healing I need.
I haven't posted much today, but my head is aching, my chest is tight, and my feet are swollen. My son cooked dinner and I have had lots of rest, yet every time I try to do something, my body protests.
Your prayers would be appreciated. :57:
It was hard to accept the words, "You are not stable," especially when they didn't seem to do much to stable my heart. I knew I had a heart murmurer, but it has been shouting and trying to get my attention. The heart beat if fast and yet my pulse is low. I have been calling myself the walking dead when my pulse has been reading between 43-50 most days. My blood pressure was normal, but it has been getting high and I think it is a result of my frustration and resentment. So I need to pray to let that go, accept what is each day and pray and ask for the healing I need.
I haven't posted much today, but my head is aching, my chest is tight, and my feet are swollen. My son cooked dinner and I have had lots of rest, yet every time I try to do something, my body protests.
Your prayers would be appreciated. :57: