I so much needed to read that today,yes I've been making meetings on a regular basis, yes I have been reaching out to newcomers, but as of late I have been struggling with my commitment at my home group, feeling like I'm the only one commitment too the commitments, but I know that my disease is a liar and I'll keep on doing what I have to do to stay sober one day at a time. I must always remember that I will always be a new comer regardless of how many years of continuous sobriety that I have. I have a disease that wants me to feel like giving up. I thank God for people like you and the rooms who constantly tell me keep pushing forward with the steps and working with my sponsors, and keeping the doors open for the next person walking in.
Thank you for letting me share.
