I is for ISMs. I, Self, and Me. I needed to get rid of the selfish, and self-centered ways of thinking. It was my thinking behind the using that cause me the problem. I had to go to a Higher Power, and give up the 'control' of my life. Controll is an illusion. Me alone with me, is me in bad company. When I find myself saying, "I!""I!""I!""I!". I know that I am being Self-Centered instead of God-Centered.