Hey Kcmcc, I am glad you chose to reach out. I am sorry to hear about your partner. Going to meetings and reaching out to your sponsor is exactly the right thing to do. Also make sure you get lots of phone numbers. Don't pick up the drink as we all know it won't make anything better. Instead pick up the phone and call someone or like you did here reach out to someone on the internet. Keep going to your meetings and also talking with your sponsor. Here is the link to a chat that also may be of help to you
https://stepchat.com/ . You can talk to others there and they also have online meetings there. Please feel free to continue to come here and share with us. We are here for you.
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