Just for today, I will try to be assertive instead of submissive when it comes to my medication. I have mentioned my pain to the doctor, and it went untreated. Now I have to deal with kidneys that are not working up to par. I complained of the pain in my leg, and it is getting worse. I have had a head ache for days, so when I see my doctor on Friday, I will have a few words to say to him. It isn't just him, but he is responsible for the interns he has on his staff, and he referred me to the heart specialist that caused damage to weaken my heart. Hopefully with prayer and healing, things will right themselves.