Found out today, that I didn't have as much acceptance as I thought I had. I guess I was paying lip service, saying it, but deep down, not really having total accepting.
Was hanging on by worrying and not letting go. You can't let go and worry too, that is not accepting and it certainly isn't faith and trust. It sure isn't the spiritual walk that I choose to walk in recovery.
It took some prayer and meditation time, not asking but accepting.
