[roverl0616]

We will hear this talked about a lot by those of us who are trying to be here in recovery, about returning to what we all have already proven hasn't worked for us. We refer to this as going back out. Once we all have been introduced to recovery from this point forward we're all either in recovery or on our way to going back out, and there's a huge difference about what's going to unfold in each of our life's going forward. We all know in our hearts by now that going back out will never do any of us any good, but many of us because of not wanting to do the things that we're told to do that are suggested as a way to keep us from going back out we'll end up going back out there even when we don't want to this will still happen. This is not a joking matter when it comes to all of us, because there will be some of us who will never make it back into recovery. They're gone now and with them went every chance they had to be here in recovery. Playing games with being in recovery has proved fatal for them. What we all can learn from this is that we're all a lot closer to being taken out of this life by what we all have, more than any of us really know by the time all of us arrive at being here in recovery. And that by us all choosing to do what's suggested when we get into recovery we'll never have to be concerned about going back out and dying from some tragic horrible death caused by what we all have.