Thank you for sharing. Alcohol is a depressant. So misery like company, so alcohol will seem to be a real treat. When it stops working for you, where do you go?
If you don't want to be alone, may I suggest AA. There are people there who have been where you have been. It is a great place for support. You don't even have to go there sober the first time, check it out and hopefully you will find something there that will take that loneliness away.
Alcohol is a drug that says you don't have a problem. I know I stopped living and I became an isolated and just existed instead of living my life.
Prayers out for you. Glad you came, hope you will continue to come and check out the material on the site.
