Just for today, I will be accepting of what is in the moment. I was told in the hospital that my kidneys were bad, but I don't think it registered as to how bad. When I went to my heart specialist today, she said, "Why didn't they keep you in the hospital?" They don't do that very often here, so I am glad they didn't. I have been complaining of the pain and my doctor and interns ignored it as another fibromyalgia ache and pain. You just never know with fibro.