Today in my meditation, I pulled the skunk card. It means respect. I not only need to respect others, I need to respect myself. To do that, I often have to set a boundary or reinstate one that I had allowed someone to cross.
It says, "If you ego is not your amigo, you know it stinks!"
If I think I am too good and better than, there is a good chance that I am not living a spiritual program. I felt guilty about not being able to post, and did a real number on myself. Yet in truth, I didn't feel like I had a lot to give and I was in so much pain, I had trouble thinking through it. The reality is, I know that if I come to the site and share, I feel better.
I did have to stay off the computer for physical reasons, but then when I started feeling better, I found it difficult to get back to posting. That just shows how much isolation can block the spirit and harm the soul.
Thanks for letting me share.
